of vodka and indecent shower proposals

funny what alcohol can do to one's behaviour. you can't stand straight, can't remember other people's names (even if you've already asked them more than 5 friggin' times), you are even louder than your usual high-pitched self, you talk about the most insane things, kiss everyone goodnight at least 6 times, and even give indecent let's-shower-together proposals!

so this is how it is to take care of someone you don't know very well that had too much to drink. it was funny, a headache and a pity all at the same time!

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what capped the crazy night was the perfectly refreshing talk i had with rodney. they say everything is so much clearer in hindsight. they are right. it was great talking about the past and finally being discuss certain decisions i've made. i've apologized for my selfishness & naivete and wished him well. he deserves to be with someone who will truly love him. having that talk also affirmed me of how truly wonderful my relationship with my bud is. :-)